Currently Watching Ella Enchanted (Full Screen Edition) By Hugh Dancy, Cary Elwes, Anne Hathaway, Joanna Lumley, Patrick Bergin, Aimee Brigg, Jim Carter, Steve Coogan, Donna Dent, Minnie Driver, Vivica A. Fox, Jennifer Higham, Eric Idle, Ankita Malkan, Aidan McArdle, Jimi Mistry, Parminder Nagra, Lucy Punch, Sally-Ann Tingle see related

so, i have been working at donatos. its pretty fun, i guess. well its a job lol. lately i've been doing a little better. kind of. well at least i have found a way to end my sad ish attitude. ha

Have you have had that empty feeling inside
of you like no one cares or loves you back ;;
as if you cried ; no one would be there to
wipe away all of your tears?

Currently Watching Meet The Fockers (Widescreen Edition) By Robert De Niro, Ben Stiller, Dustin Hoffman, Barbra Streisand, Blythe Danner, Teri Polo, Owen Wilson, Spencer Pickren, Bradley Pickren, Alanna Ubach, Ray Santiago, Tim Blake Nelson, Shelley Berman, Kali Rocha, Dorie Barton, Jack Plotnick, Wayne Thomas Yorke, B.J. Hansen, J.P. Manoux, Myra Turley see related

i feel a diar need for sad quotes, and icons.

according to you we dont click, thats a blatant lie and you know it
im dying to find out what you think of me.

I hate myself for losing you
I blame myself for pulling you apart
I guess this is the only way
I hate these eyes that noticed you
I blame my heart for breaking up that day
It didn't mean much anyway

So we were an accident.
You'll always be my favorite one.

I think that love's more complicated then we think it is.  Sometimes you fall in love with someone that's just no good for you.  It's not your fault and in a way it's not their fault either, it just is.

maybe i dont have the blond hair u like maybe i dont have eyes like the sky and im not sure if im the girl of ur dreams but baby i can show u wat love means

I want a guy that doesnt care about what i wear or how i do my hair. Who loves my smile & my dorky laugh & how i get hyper when im tired. Who would never want to see me cry; at least not tears of sadness. Who would do all those small things that make my day just because he knows it would make me happy.

Sometimes I get sick of it.
It's like we're playing this silly little game,
Where we both won't admit
We're PERFECT for each other.

i hate sitting here watching you with her, its like watching my own open heart surgery and knowing it will never be stictched up again. (me)

lets not talk about this again, i didnt want it to mean this much to me.

i know someday you will wake up as lonely as i am, because fate works both ways.

i wish you didnt tell me how you really felt about the whole thing, because then maybe i would have thought it meant something to you. (me)

do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conciet, but in humility consider others better than your self.

do everything without complaining or arguing. so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God, without fault ina crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe.

i love these verses. they're a real challenge to me. i memorized the second one. and it always pops in my head when im complaining, or arguing. which is sometimes often. but im really trying to put these into greater affect in my life, especially now that school is starting...so i would like you all to pray for me, thanks!!

so i was thinking i should start a new xanga, one that has a happier name, let me know what you think.

Currently Listening Almost Here By The Academy Is... see related

so...definately havent updated in a while..no real need to. umm i havent been the most content person in the world, and i really feel it pulling me away from God. its taking up most of my focus, and like i said really pulling me away. so i really need u guys to pray for me, like a lot. i just feel like no matter what this one thing is always going to affect aka  hurt me, and i probly will, but i just need to be okay with it for me. cus i feel it, not being as close as i should be to God, i really really feel it. this is a short entry but, yeah thats really been weighing me down.

Don't be so scared we will not lead you on
like you've been doing for weeks.
You're selfish, and I'm sorry
When I'm gone you'll be going nowhere fast, nowhere fast, nowhere fast.

i try not to cry..tears fill my eyes

so honestly how could u say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my feelings to myself